After hybernating for such a longtime, im Back!!!!
This is one good way to celebrate my year old Blog.....Belated Happy blogday Fantastic Fabulous Faith!!!!!

What i learned during my free time is that life throws things at you and you have to know what to catch. This is not the juggle type story, this a story of courage, willpower and the willingness to undergo change.

Bob Garon once wrote that WE ARE BIGGER THAN OUR PAINS. This is so true and eye catching specially for someone who feels lost and brave at the same time.

He said that "It's amazing what a human being can take when pushed to the limit".
Very true. Some of us have this tendency to breakdown, get even or be the worst that we can be, while others stay in there shell, their comfort zone. Trying their best to assure themselves that this is their cheese and being masochist is so natural. If only we could go through life without pain or hurt, rejection or fear. But of course, that not how life works. If only we could be babies and pampered like a princess. But that's cowardice sugarcoated and with sprinklers.

I was once driven with tremendous sense of dedication and loyalty to the company im in. Its still there, that tiny spark of my old self, the young, idealistic, carefree and bubbly girl i once was but i can feel it slipping away because of the negative vibes, calous, densed people who surrounds me. Caloused by pain, densed by the hardship of everyday's unjust way of making a living. Unfortunately, hanging on to dear life to whom who puts food on the table.

If only we could see through pain, suffering, discomfort and physical pain and be matured in facing it. If only ideals shine forth as the star of Bethlehem shone brightly to guide the way of the lost ones.

Can bravery be managed by mind over matter?

My Christmas wish is that the next time im in this sh!th@le again, i will challenge it. I know that i am more of what i covered myself into. That i am my own master and whatever there is out there, i will be strong to face it and may it be beneficial to all. My gosh! Its so Ms. Universe. Even my friends cannot believe in what im asking for thsi christmas. This is for me. That i can be the bravegirl i know i am. So that i can show to the world that life is a piece of cake and its yummy to eat it too.

A beautiful life is not without pain and suffering, its the ability to find peace and satisfaction in the midst of the turmoil and pain.

May the peace of the soul and mind be with us all this Christmas and all through out the days of our lives.