Missing my personal internet sessionIm here in an internet cafe. Thank heavens im used typing without looking on the keyboard because all the letters here are gone....ano to cluedo?...thank God for typing lessons in highschool. I cant figure out what to do because for 2 days i haven't check my mail and i still dont have any landline at home. I am not complaining, i am still getting used being in this dark room with 4 guys playing some war combat thingy on their screen and me typing this blog while checking my mail and browsing through, Friendster.
I am a Certified Internet Addict. I get tense thinking my mailbox would get clog down by all the messages posted by W@W and itching to see if my friends have any updated blog. Adik! Adik! Adik! Im running to 1hour and 30 minutes here.
I saw one wedding video made by Jason Magbanua and WoW its beautiful. Paang gusto ko nang mag asawa...hahhaha....para ma star lang sa MTV wedding video....
I wish i could have my internet connection at home. My stuff are still scattered and I still have no time to fix everything. Its hard transferring home. I miss my old room...the smell, the bed, my window view of tree branches, now all i get is a wall.
Im planning to buy a new phone but not more than 20K....what unit would that be?
I miss my online relaxation at home...in my own room....with my own ergonomic keyboard and pc...my narra computer chair.....i miss having my time alone.....ALONE!!!!
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Fantastic Fabulous Faith at 11:39 PM |Saturday, June 18, 2005
Cause life is a Constant Change and nothing stays the same
- Constant Change
Jose Mari Chan
Office Scenario
I tranfered office together with my boss. A new training room with an airside view. Very inspiring and relaxing. I cleaned my locker, a locker that was passed on by Mike, for almost 3 years now. No more stuff in my drawer as well. Stayed there for a year. I think Im having separation anxiety. My Starbucks plastic glass is still there in Ellen's office and I plan not to remove it until the new water dispenser arrive. im finding ways on how to come back in that office.
Home Scenario
Later, after 2 hours of suppose to be an eight hours sleep ( because im still online, thats why) we ( as in the family) would transfer to a new home. With three bedrooms and 2 baths, a backyard and a front porch. I still dont know if ill pack my stuff or help out transfer the decors to the new place. Questions bothering me right now:
1. Will i find it hard to pack and segregate all the stuff i have here.
2. Can i fit in my new room which is smaller than what i have right now? Mom said i wouldnt mind, im always out of the house anyway.
3. What to throw and what to bring with me?
4. Where's my bed? Im giving me old bed to my brother so, where will i sleep?
5. Will i have a hard time sleeping for the first few nights?
So many questions but the answers are so few. Side A, is that you?....Goodluck to me.
- Constant Change
Jose Mari Chan
Office Scenario
I tranfered office together with my boss. A new training room with an airside view. Very inspiring and relaxing. I cleaned my locker, a locker that was passed on by Mike, for almost 3 years now. No more stuff in my drawer as well. Stayed there for a year. I think Im having separation anxiety. My Starbucks plastic glass is still there in Ellen's office and I plan not to remove it until the new water dispenser arrive. im finding ways on how to come back in that office.
Home Scenario
Later, after 2 hours of suppose to be an eight hours sleep ( because im still online, thats why) we ( as in the family) would transfer to a new home. With three bedrooms and 2 baths, a backyard and a front porch. I still dont know if ill pack my stuff or help out transfer the decors to the new place. Questions bothering me right now:
1. Will i find it hard to pack and segregate all the stuff i have here.
2. Can i fit in my new room which is smaller than what i have right now? Mom said i wouldnt mind, im always out of the house anyway.
3. What to throw and what to bring with me?
4. Where's my bed? Im giving me old bed to my brother so, where will i sleep?
5. Will i have a hard time sleeping for the first few nights?
So many questions but the answers are so few. Side A, is that you?....Goodluck to me.
Thursday, June 16, 2005
I miss everything about the past now. My highschool days, my college days and even the "i thought would never days".
I just finished transferring downloaded songs to my pc( since i still havent buy my project POD) and now im having the Blast from the Past drama. I had fun during the days when my mother would require me to pass my subjects and i on the other hand would just want to experience all the fun the world can offer. In fairness, i never flunked any subject, I hanged on to my dear life in maintaining satisfactory grades which i can bring home to mom.
My mom on the other hand wouldn't accept a grade lower than 80 so i try to keep the end of the bargain. I had watched all the "in" movies and bought the "in" things
(clothes, bags, accesories) and read the best books the library and my allowance can give. I ate and partied with the best friends a girl could ask for. Every saturday night i would attend a debut, meet with other friends and/ or go home drunk with booze and happiness. I am raving not because i cant afford to do it anymore
(work!!! and priorities) but because i know that i lived a good puberty, adolencent stage of my years.
Oh how i wish i could go back, when life was simple and so sweet. Dont get me wrong life is still sweet but heck not so simple after all.
Im just blessed to experience : Graduating ON TIME--- or else it will be on me!!, WYD ( John Paul II We Love YoU!!!!), having the coolest friends in highschool,my KADA in college, the Evil Step Sisters of Philam, staying late partying, living in a dorm with the best kwentuhan before sleeping partners and meeting new friends on EB....hahaha....
And I, get sick when I'm around, I, can't stand to be around,
I, hate everything about you!
Everything about you, everything about you, everything about you!
- Everything About You, Ugly Kid Joe
I just finished transferring downloaded songs to my pc( since i still havent buy my project POD) and now im having the Blast from the Past drama. I had fun during the days when my mother would require me to pass my subjects and i on the other hand would just want to experience all the fun the world can offer. In fairness, i never flunked any subject, I hanged on to my dear life in maintaining satisfactory grades which i can bring home to mom.
My mom on the other hand wouldn't accept a grade lower than 80 so i try to keep the end of the bargain. I had watched all the "in" movies and bought the "in" things
(clothes, bags, accesories) and read the best books the library and my allowance can give. I ate and partied with the best friends a girl could ask for. Every saturday night i would attend a debut, meet with other friends and/ or go home drunk with booze and happiness. I am raving not because i cant afford to do it anymore
(work!!! and priorities) but because i know that i lived a good puberty, adolencent stage of my years.
Oh how i wish i could go back, when life was simple and so sweet. Dont get me wrong life is still sweet but heck not so simple after all.
Im just blessed to experience : Graduating ON TIME--- or else it will be on me!!, WYD ( John Paul II We Love YoU!!!!), having the coolest friends in highschool,my KADA in college, the Evil Step Sisters of Philam, staying late partying, living in a dorm with the best kwentuhan before sleeping partners and meeting new friends on EB....hahaha....
And I, get sick when I'm around, I, can't stand to be around,
I, hate everything about you!
Everything about you, everything about you, everything about you!
- Everything About You, Ugly Kid Joe
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
I received a very heart warming message in the mail by Chammy, one of my College bestfriends. I post it here for you to read, as well as my reaction at the bottom.
When I was young, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend.
And I found out that if you allowed your heart to open up, life would show you the best in many friends.
One friend's best is needed when you're going through things with your children. Another friend's best is needed when you're going through things with your mom. Another when you want to shop, share, heal,hurt,joke, or just be.
One friend will say let's pray together, another let's cry together, another let's fight together, another let's walk away together.
One friend will meet your spiritual need, another your shoe fetish, another your love for movies, another will be with you in your
season of confusion, another will be your clarifier, another the wind beneath your wings.
But whatever their assignment in your life, on whatever the occasion, on whatever the day, or where ever you need them to meet you with their gym shoes on
and hair pulled back or to hold you back from making a complete fool of yourself... those are your friends.
It may all be wrapped up in one person, but for many it's wrapped up in several... one from 7th grade, one from high school, several from the college years, a couple from old jobs, several from church, on some days your mother or father, on others your sister or brother, and on some days it's the one that you needed just for that day or week that you needed someone with a fresh perspective, or the one who didn't know all your baggage, or the one who would just listen without judging... those are best friends.
I thank my friends, those who honor intimacy, those who hold trust, and those who hold me up when life is just too heavy! The special bond we share is
unique.
Thanks for the words we've shared. The prayers we've sent up. The laughs, the tears, the phone calls, the emails, the shopping, the movies, the lunches, the dinners, the talking, talking, talking and the listening, listening, listening....
So whether you've been there 40 minutes or 26 years,I love and appreciate you! In many ways, however little, however big, you make a difference in my life.
This holds true!!!!
I have few friends for keeps but too many bestfriends in them. Sometimes i find it weird to put labels to them, like she's my bestfriend or she's my closest friend ever, it might degrade the person or put her on a pedestal.
Sometimes even adjectives cant describe how i love my friends. Like I always tell them i see bits and pieces of me in them thats why i appreciate their differences and uniqueness.
I love my friends and whenever i may be i hope i could be- friend everybody. Of course at times there will be rotten eggs in a group of people or there may be times you wont get along with the rest so better choose the people you associate yourself.
Some say that you be-friend those out of your circle to see what your missing but sometimes based on comfort level you tend to choose only few.
Im proud to say that wherever i go, may it be within my family, my boyfriend, in Villamor, in Malate, in St. Scho, in Philam Las Pinas, DNATA and other places i have friends and a handpicked bestfriends in each places as well.
Some of those where all through out friends, others where enemies turned friends, others are mentors and the rest are soul sisters.
I hope you'll find your space under the sun with a whole lot of bestfriends around.
When I was young, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend.
And I found out that if you allowed your heart to open up, life would show you the best in many friends.
One friend's best is needed when you're going through things with your children. Another friend's best is needed when you're going through things with your mom. Another when you want to shop, share, heal,hurt,joke, or just be.
One friend will say let's pray together, another let's cry together, another let's fight together, another let's walk away together.
One friend will meet your spiritual need, another your shoe fetish, another your love for movies, another will be with you in your
season of confusion, another will be your clarifier, another the wind beneath your wings.
But whatever their assignment in your life, on whatever the occasion, on whatever the day, or where ever you need them to meet you with their gym shoes on
and hair pulled back or to hold you back from making a complete fool of yourself... those are your friends.
It may all be wrapped up in one person, but for many it's wrapped up in several... one from 7th grade, one from high school, several from the college years, a couple from old jobs, several from church, on some days your mother or father, on others your sister or brother, and on some days it's the one that you needed just for that day or week that you needed someone with a fresh perspective, or the one who didn't know all your baggage, or the one who would just listen without judging... those are best friends.
I thank my friends, those who honor intimacy, those who hold trust, and those who hold me up when life is just too heavy! The special bond we share is
unique.
Thanks for the words we've shared. The prayers we've sent up. The laughs, the tears, the phone calls, the emails, the shopping, the movies, the lunches, the dinners, the talking, talking, talking and the listening, listening, listening....
So whether you've been there 40 minutes or 26 years,I love and appreciate you! In many ways, however little, however big, you make a difference in my life.
This holds true!!!!
I have few friends for keeps but too many bestfriends in them. Sometimes i find it weird to put labels to them, like she's my bestfriend or she's my closest friend ever, it might degrade the person or put her on a pedestal.
Sometimes even adjectives cant describe how i love my friends. Like I always tell them i see bits and pieces of me in them thats why i appreciate their differences and uniqueness.
I love my friends and whenever i may be i hope i could be- friend everybody. Of course at times there will be rotten eggs in a group of people or there may be times you wont get along with the rest so better choose the people you associate yourself.
Some say that you be-friend those out of your circle to see what your missing but sometimes based on comfort level you tend to choose only few.
Im proud to say that wherever i go, may it be within my family, my boyfriend, in Villamor, in Malate, in St. Scho, in Philam Las Pinas, DNATA and other places i have friends and a handpicked bestfriends in each places as well.
Some of those where all through out friends, others where enemies turned friends, others are mentors and the rest are soul sisters.
I hope you'll find your space under the sun with a whole lot of bestfriends around.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
My friends would often wonder how old i am when they hear me sing songs from The Stylistics, The Rolling Stone, Boz Scaggs, Blood, Sweat and Tears, CSNY ( not the tv series) and many more artists from the 50's to early 70's era. I am born February 1979 but my influence on music dates from the time i was still no one not even a conception. I have a strange feeling that i was there at those time. I might be time spaced warped at times but if i feel relax and calm when im hearing their songs then its so fine with me.
Uhm shigi shigi watashige uha... ( from the Shaider Theme)
Uhm shigi shigi watashige uha... ( from the Shaider Theme)
i can post a decent blog here in the office.....shesh!!!!
Sunday, June 05, 2005
I decided not to edit my previous blog....its a reminder that Blogger really messed up this time.
OK OK.... If by chance blogger would disappoint me again...i will smash my pc!! ay wait lang..this is too expensive to smash...ill just sigh and cry...huhuhu
Because Blogger ate my post i dont know now where to start.
Series of Unfortunate events
First unfortunate thing that happened. My right foot is so sore with Paltos ( heel sore)....its so painful....i plastered it with band aid, i dont know how i walk but the plaster keeps on sticking out my foot....how terrible can that be....it left my foot all sore and it kills me everytime i walk...grrr
Worse...for 5 days I was in hiatus not because i desire to but because the pc in the office is acting up again and I cant access the internet explorer. What!!!! ok ok ill just use my personal account at home
Worst case...I opened my pc and Hanzel started being tech support again and updated my windows....to our surprise...its not working...i have virus...i was infected by multiple Spyware and gazillon Trojans...What!!!! I know it was not there before but how come? Anyway, while writing this Im downloading windows update. Wish wish wish...I can use my pc again...
It was a hard experience not going on-line....For a web surfer addict like me its a very hard experience...withdrawal symptoms started to kick in...my fingers are itchy..i keep on opening my pc..hay....CrazY!!!
Good thing last friday I saw Ellen using the pc and opening her email...Weepeee...I can view my mail and Friendster!!! hehehe
Last Friday....
I went home early to catch the Last Full Show of Star Wars in Sm Southmall...The place was renovated and it looks better...as if im in Rockwell and the prices...hiked up as if im also watching in Rockwell.
The moviehouse was DTS and the lightings on the wall it was cool but I dont know if I will get distracted or what!
StarWars...In a galaxy far away....
The movie was nice....its not an understatement...it was just nice...I agree to all the reviews i read or heard about...The story line was normal and the dialouges were BlaH!
If only they could elaborate more. In fairness, i couldnt leave my seat because i was expecting something would be missed out if i would and i was expecting for a miracle to happen in the movie.
NOT THE YOUNGLINGS....Anakin killed the young Jedi and that was the time i was convinced ( because it was so superficial to be convinced so easily by Palpatine) that he was now on the Dark Side.
Lesson of the story:
Choose the company you keep...If he just sticked with all the Master Jedi then he wouldnt be influenced that easy. How can he be so HumaN!
Speaking of the keeping the company... I would like to Greet all my Gemini Relatives and friends whose celebrating there birthday this month:
To the Dr Jekyl and Mr Hide relatives...Happy birthday!!!
Especially to my Favorite Lolo who was one of my influences of who i am today...I know im your favorite and im proud of it. I keep on rubbing it in there faces..hehehe..and your not denying either.
To my Tito Nick, Tita Andon, Tito Nanding, my cousins Gemini and Alyssa....gosh all too many....Happy birthday...
Good health and long life to all of you guys....I love you...
To the Gollum and Smeagols Friends I have...
Lori, half of the bushwacker, Happy birhtday friend...this is your first birthday in Dubai...I really wish i could be there to celebrate it with you....ill just celebrate it alone in Town keeping you in mind
To Junjie, Chammy, Fifi, Jen Gonzales...dami....Happy birthday guys....mwah mwah mwah...
OK OK.... If by chance blogger would disappoint me again...i will smash my pc!! ay wait lang..this is too expensive to smash...ill just sigh and cry...huhuhu
Because Blogger ate my post i dont know now where to start.
Series of Unfortunate events
First unfortunate thing that happened. My right foot is so sore with Paltos ( heel sore)....its so painful....i plastered it with band aid, i dont know how i walk but the plaster keeps on sticking out my foot....how terrible can that be....it left my foot all sore and it kills me everytime i walk...grrr
Worse...for 5 days I was in hiatus not because i desire to but because the pc in the office is acting up again and I cant access the internet explorer. What!!!! ok ok ill just use my personal account at home
Worst case...I opened my pc and Hanzel started being tech support again and updated my windows....to our surprise...its not working...i have virus...i was infected by multiple Spyware and gazillon Trojans...What!!!! I know it was not there before but how come? Anyway, while writing this Im downloading windows update. Wish wish wish...I can use my pc again...
It was a hard experience not going on-line....For a web surfer addict like me its a very hard experience...withdrawal symptoms started to kick in...my fingers are itchy..i keep on opening my pc..hay....CrazY!!!
Good thing last friday I saw Ellen using the pc and opening her email...Weepeee...I can view my mail and Friendster!!! hehehe
Last Friday....
I went home early to catch the Last Full Show of Star Wars in Sm Southmall...The place was renovated and it looks better...as if im in Rockwell and the prices...hiked up as if im also watching in Rockwell.
The moviehouse was DTS and the lightings on the wall it was cool but I dont know if I will get distracted or what!
StarWars...In a galaxy far away....
The movie was nice....its not an understatement...it was just nice...I agree to all the reviews i read or heard about...The story line was normal and the dialouges were BlaH!
If only they could elaborate more. In fairness, i couldnt leave my seat because i was expecting something would be missed out if i would and i was expecting for a miracle to happen in the movie.
NOT THE YOUNGLINGS....Anakin killed the young Jedi and that was the time i was convinced ( because it was so superficial to be convinced so easily by Palpatine) that he was now on the Dark Side.
Lesson of the story:
Choose the company you keep...If he just sticked with all the Master Jedi then he wouldnt be influenced that easy. How can he be so HumaN!
Speaking of the keeping the company... I would like to Greet all my Gemini Relatives and friends whose celebrating there birthday this month:
To the Dr Jekyl and Mr Hide relatives...Happy birthday!!!
Especially to my Favorite Lolo who was one of my influences of who i am today...I know im your favorite and im proud of it. I keep on rubbing it in there faces..hehehe..and your not denying either.
To my Tito Nick, Tita Andon, Tito Nanding, my cousins Gemini and Alyssa....gosh all too many....Happy birthday...
Good health and long life to all of you guys....I love you...
To the Gollum and Smeagols Friends I have...
Lori, half of the bushwacker, Happy birhtday friend...this is your first birthday in Dubai...I really wish i could be there to celebrate it with you....ill just celebrate it alone in Town keeping you in mind
To Junjie, Chammy, Fifi, Jen Gonzales...dami....Happy birthday guys....mwah mwah mwah...