I was talking to Roo the other night. I was telling the baby so many things about myself. I believe it would be better to introduce myself to Roo the normal way than Roo judging me in the things i say or do.

I think the best way of the universe to teach me to grow up is by giving me Roo. Initially, when i was planning to marry Hanzel i thought, its just like playing house or one of the usual sleep overs. But when reality sinked in i thought, the best way to open my eyes is to give me the best gift I could ever ask for and that is Roo.

Pregnancy is not that bed of roses. Of course, the only thing i am bound to do right now is stay in bed. Doctor's orders. After the wedding preps i felt a part of my time was given back to do nothing so i have to catch up with what was left of my singlehood, Malling. But even that i cant do! I never thought that would happen to me but right now im having dizzy spells and nausea. I know its normal for a pregnant person to feel that way but my soul cant REALLY STAY IN BED!!!! But what the heck, for the love of Roo i will. I cant even do my favorite bonding thing with my husband (folding kumot wink wink) because im having cervic cramps. But for Roo...i will try my very best to abstain.

Everything now is for Roo. The clothes that i buy (i dont want Roo thinking that the mom is baduy), the shopping priorities (baby registry stuff), the sites i visit to (all baby/mom stuff). If only there is a manual to learn how to raise your child. But maybe that makes it challenging. That makes it a unique experience parents are so proud to brag about.

So for everything that i have right now. I offer and thank God for all. For giving me a loving and caring husband and friend. For giving me my supportive family and in-laws. For the friends that i have who keeps me involve in their singlehood. For the job that brings food on the table. Most especially for giving Hanz and I the priveledge to become the parents of Roo. We love you baby Roo Roo....cant wait..cant wait...