Ang gwapo!!!! Thank heavens they got the cutest Cedric Diggory. While i was reading the book "The Goblet of Fire" i was so heartbroken when Cedric Diggory died (kaysa sa death ni S.B. and D.) and while watching the movie i cried as well.

Cuteness in a cup talaga!!!! Look at that strong jaw...hmmm...


His like Brendan Fraser,the guy who stole my heart in highschool.


And even if Hanzel would not agree...he looks like my other crush M, the guy during my PT session.

If i were part of the movie WIZARD OF OZ, i would be the cowardly lion. I only have few fears ( i wont say the ultimate one, baka ma blackmail ako) and one thing i fear the most is watching HORROR MOVIES. I stopped watching horror flicks after The Ring series, Japanese version. As in!!!

When i was a kid it was Shake, Rattle and Roll. My room has this big window pane where you can sit on the wooden railing and stay for the whole siesta time but when its dark and everyone's asleep I cant even look at the moon for fear of the Mananaggal.

Adolescent arrived and i thought i conquered that fear,I watched Sixth Sense, my favorite horror flick is The Others, until that darn Japanese movie came along. The eyes, the fingernails, the well, the hair....everything!!!! and i watched The Eye, another kakainis movie. It was just plain gross.

And now, as i was blog hopping i bumped into this site. Good thing my officemate came and we watched it together. Actually, she was the one who watched. I was the one covering my eyes, head turned back from the pc but my ears were alert from the sound. I was crying after that darn thing finished. Nagpakwento na lang ako what happened from the story.

Click this link to know why I hate Horror Flicks.

All these resumes are staring blankly at me. Waiting for my call. Waiting to be attended. I always have at least a new one on my desk everyday.

I graduated college 1999 and up until now it is hard to land a decent job in our country. If before the question of every company is LOYALTY, now the question would be Job Availability. What is a decent job? If only i could just sell ice cream so that even if it melts i can eat it or i get paid just lounging around but thats not how it is. One should take responsibility for one's action. Garbage in garbage out. In every action there's an equal reaction. Bummer!!!

I need to read Who Moved My Cheese again and feel that quesy feeling in my stomach ( which is a sign of stress). What is out there? Fear of the unknown.

I often ask the applicants, What makes them different from the other applicants? I get the same answer all over again, Hardworking, Perseverant, Assertive ...ako rin naman ah. Wala ba yung, I can tie a cherry stem using my tounge? or I can be whoever you want me to be? Pathetic!!!

We get burn out, so tired we are forcing ourselves to move out but with fear and laziness I bury myself in my hole. So deep i can hybernate. A "DO NOT DISTURB" sign on the door. I would put on my comfort music, junkfood and realize that i gained weight again. Oh, the life of an apathetic its so easy to live the art of procastination.

So now, i end up playing the games of normal people. Waking up on a brand new day. Dressing up for work, braving the traffic and facing the normal life of an office girl. Wishing that one day i would be brave enough to face what is out there and detach myself in this sheltered hole i dug myself into.

One day....some day....

I am trying to stand still....waiting for a sign from nowhere to lead me somewhere....my mind is in a jam...my emotions at the verge of deliverance....im stuck in this mudhole...everybody's leaving.....

I do not fear being alone or do i? Its very uncertain. I hate uncertainty. I hate rejection. I dont ignore the fact that there is change. That at times we must move on but when is the real time to move on?


"Everybody's Changing"
(KEANE)

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

Once upon a time, in a land of Glico's and Sanrio products, there were highschool friends woven by fate to share a bond for a lifetime. Such a joy to feel the same after all these years and yet improved by time.

Most of my blogs are about friends and i wont get tired blogging about them.

We celebrated Ruby's birthday in Makati. Last minute change of plans brought us to Bubba Gump at Greenbelt 3. After stuffing ourselves with Shrimps and gas from laughter we decided to stroll along memory lane.
"Things are the same, aside that now we have buying power". - a lovely way to put things in perspective.

But who could forget the themesong for the day? Ivy played this cd in the car, so the whole ride we were listening, making fun and singing along with
Vilma Santos
how Jologs can we be!!!! It was like Ruby said, a nightmare to all call center agents...grabe ang diction!!! If only Lucky was there. Patay sya sa kantyaw. Our favorite was and still is....Then along came you "Edgar", her song for Bobot Mortiz....grabe hilarious talaga.

We had crepe at Cafe Breton and as usual, we were like hungry wolves when we had it. Ubos kaagad!!! Isang kisapmata!

Evening dawned on us and still our spirits are high( even if our feet ached from walking to and fro glorieta- landmark -greenbelt3). We had to bid our goodbyes and soon, by christmas, we'll all meet again. Mas madami na ngayon ang dapat umattend.

I cant start this darn thing!!!! I cant even start typing correctly. Its so freakin cold. I feel so alone in this cubicle. My muse is catching up on me. Common hurry up. Gotta type all of this in my head.

I had a nervous/ body bumpin/ serious/ lazy weekend.

NERVOUS:
The yaya of my brother went on dey-op last sunday and until this morning no word from her. I was contemplating to put her on blotter( imagine, im the last person who saw her leave the house) but i dont know her complete name. I dont think its effective puting a sign saying:
MISSING: San-San ( sounds like a biscuit or chinese whitening cream). Thank heavens, my tita, the one who recommended her, texted me this late morning and told me that San-San is alive! ( yahoo!) and is coming back (what a relief) this Sunday. Some family matter to attend to.

BODY BUMPIN:
The house was all mine and still is until Friday. Hanzy visited almost everyday. Need i say more?

SERIOUS:
Had a long talk over tapsi and coffee with my bestfriend. I missed her so much. Even though we constantly see each other during weekends things werent as rock solid as it was. It was a good feeling to talk to her once more, to face what she dreaded the most (my disappointment in her) which i did not give her and even if we did not hug or anything physical to show our acceptance we understood. That beyond words we know that life goes on and were moving on together.

A note on togetherness, sometimes, even if the world seems to fall apart or that together is just a physical state, a simple hello, a word of encouragement. Its always a nice feeling to know that somewhere out there's someone who feels good just being your friend, your girlfriend, your daughter, your sister and your bestest friend in the world who accepts you for who you are and loves you unconditionally.

LAZY:
Spent more time googling on those wedding website than catching some sleep, watching cable or reading Artemis Fowl. I was so lazy i cant even stand to get some chow. Keep on reminding myself that im on diet but doesnt being a couch potato or a computer freak would earn me those buldge? PATHETIC!!!!

Ok so now im eating BluSkies because its freakin 2045H and i can feel my muscles or fats throbbing , any second i might collapse, not a good sight.

Good thing Maria Mena is accompanying me now. Nice songs. Nice voice.

Everything about me if so nice!!!!!