I realized im a very lakwatserang buntis. For the past week i went out with two group of friends and i have to decline 2 other meetings. Had a new do and i think i look fine. Still having difficulties finding sleep but when its there having difficulties waking up. Still working my butt off to earn cash but wishing that cash should just come even without lifting a pen.

So far, life is still good. My dreams are more vivid than usual.

Dinner out with Dnata friends.

Ive been busy with being redundant in my everyday life. Being redundant in the UK (Great Britain) means loosing a job but what i meant with my redunduncy is that how monotonous yet eager i am to look forward to the routine of my life. Here are some events that made me busy apart from my being pregnant and going to work.


So Lukas "The Skunk" Rossi won. No biggie. I knew from the start that the Tommy Lee, Jason Newstead and Gilby Clark wont choose a girl to front their band. Nothing bad to say about Lukas, his a cool guy with a skunk hair and an epeleptic way of charming and bringing the house down. There are plus points about him as well. He sang Bittersweet Symphony and 2 Coldplay songs which i liked. Not to mention Creep which was very superstar splendid. So hats off to you Skunk! May you continue being as energetically epeleptic in your tours.


Ive borrowed and finished watching season 1-3 of nip/tuck and since it was just borrowed I would religiously watch it marathon until the player couldnt stop playing anymore. True to its brand, it was a disturbing drama series. I started to love the characters sometimes hated the plots but it seems they could always redeem themselves everytime i feel likes im watching an american soap. I recommend you guys to watch it.



And so another year has passed and we are still as strong as ever. Of course, we shouldn't celebrate our 7th anniversary because we are not girlfriend boyfriends anymore. I married my one and only love of my life and here is the proof of our commitment.


Take note those are our hands. Bet you cant distinguish which hand is which.

And last but not the least, me and my baby Roo.

Ok so the pregnant woman will say her piece. Im six months pregnant, i had my sugar check and its above the normal, i had brown discharge and discovered i have a polyp. Now im reading this article about having a polyp during pregnancy and my tummy turns. Na stre-stress ako!!! Im not in the mood to blog today. Just want to share my recent pix. This was taken while waiting for the OB to get my ultrasound.
And this is the result of the ultrasound. This is my baby Roo and Roo is a boy. I think he looks like the mother.

* Peter Pan syndrome - is one characterized by immaturity or certain sorts of psychological, social, and sexual problems.
- is a deep-seated belief that one will never, and must never, grow up. It is named after the legendary character of the same name who lived in Neverland, a place where kids are immune to aging.
I dont have issues on the latter part just the first two.

My belly is growing. My bellybutton is showing. I think i cant expand anymore. Ok so far thats how i can describe myself. Aside from the normal kicks and movement Roo is doing and the (still) constant craving of my 6 pinaglilihian, little dizziness and short breath plus unusually sleeping position...IM FINE!!!!

Some guys would even comment that i dont look pregnant unless they see me upfront or sideview, where my tummy is everywhere. I would like to post my pregnant pix on the site but im still shy to do so.

So, am i ready to be a mom? Would i be a cool one? Would i love my baby as much as my mom loves me? There are many questions popping my mind every now and then but the best question is.....Am i ready for the responsibilities of being a grown up person and mother to a baby who's life depends on me? Sometimes i still go back to my shell and convince myself that Im still young for this but i think its just a state of mind. Age is a state of mind but being a mother is a full time duty.

Roo is funny, when i put my hand on my tummy he kicks it. Even my id he kicks it. The name is so apt for the baby.

On wednesday ill know Roo's gender. Yahoo! Will post that soon.