Oh darn! Broken hearted me. My crushy's status in friendster is "In a Relationship". After two weeks of not opening his pix I realize that it was too late.

Boink! Need to get out of this psuedo- depression. Its just all but fair to let him lead his life the way he planned it. I havent investigated who the lucky Girlfriend is. Wag na lang din kaya, sayang sa Miles.... As if! ( my sour graping self talking)

I feel so juvenile....I want to cry, there's a tug in my heart saying I have to let him go. ay drama anthology ito!!! Syempre dahil wala na akong ma- stalk kaya ako nagkakaganito.

Moral of the Story: sana kinalimutan ko na ang Moral nung nakilala kita....hehehe..joke...half ment!

Thinking Out Loud
I feel like crying....i dont know why....My eyes are itching from holding back the tears. Im getting emotional by the minute. Listening to my favorite CD for 2004 (jammin) makes me all mushy. Maybe thats it!! Why im all mushy and all.

Speaking of 2004.....What ever happened?

---->Ups and Downs

Its been a year of ups and downs. Acceptance and Rejection. Life was and still is fair with me. Karma strikes back as soon as my mouth blurts out something. It was not a rollercoaster ride last 2004 compared to 2003 but still some "ghosts" surface and haunts. I just hope my complete closure would let them rest in peace.

------> Knee-Mo

My forever knee problem. Maybe this year ill get this permanently fix. Its just hard falling down my pride again and its physically limiting.

--------> Earthmover

2004 made me earthquake phobic (whats the correct term?) From the intensity 6 in Morong,Bataan up to the intensity 4 at home. Freaky talaga!!!! Its like everytime I get paranoid about it my body shivers and freeze.
------My Wish --------
That 2005 would be faced with a loving heart, braver spirit and true faith in the Almighty.
and why am i teary eyed earlier?....i think im just hungry.
 

Its freedom in a land where you just cant get enough sun and sand.....you wont even think of the freakin ozone layer depletion.... 

It was a cloudy Saturday morning and I was strolling downtown Manila with my friend Mac. We heard mass at Sta. Cruz church and paved the iskinita of Sta Cruz all the way to Quiapo. I cant believe I was in Quiapo church. I was so hyper because for 25 years in my life it wa my first time to be there. I touched the Nazareno ( cross bearing Christ) and observed the fast paced life of Quiapo.

The place was a mixture of Religion and Paganism. On the side of the Shrine were the Manghuhula ( fortune tellers) and different herbs and medicine that can abort babies. It was contradiction at its finest. I asked my friend why the church is allowing these vendors to sell in their vicinity and it was revealed to me that those drugs are working in contrast to its purpose.

I was tempted to go to a Fortune Teller and based on his Tarot cards (which cost 100 pesos) 2005 is a good year for me. I wont devulge the rest, you might get jealous (kidding!).

I went up and down the underpass which I found so normal.

I plan to return to Quaipo and bring my camera along for touristic reasons. I just wish I could bring myself and my camera home in the same way I arrived there.