Tuesday, August 23, 2005
I have this penchant for making babies cry. I love to make their innocent life traumatic. I feel happy seeing them adjitated and scared when i stick my tounge out at them or stare at them with eyes wide open. I love them when they are madungis and gusgusin (dirty and smelly).

But it hit me just now. It feels like the strangest thing ever. Everytime i see a baby however it looks like( cute or not) i want to see them happy, make them smile or say those funny words only they can understand. I even find them cute and cuddly. What's happening to me?

Am i starting to like babies? Even my kid brother who i constantly pester got this weird feeling that everytime he assumes i would make him kulit, i wont. Now his having withdrawal symptoms with my pestering.

Maybe because im a hands on Ninang(Godmother) to my inaanaks or maybe because i realized that im making my brother's life a nightmare when dealing with me. I dont know. I think ill just accept that fact that im changing for the better.

Maybe the kid in me wants to grow up now and become an adult but i can still feel its fighting the war inside me to stay a kid forever. Maybe im just readying myself to act like a normal 26 year old person. Too many questions. I wish myself luck.

For the better...and beyond!!!!

Fantastic Fabulous Faith at 7:18 PM | 0 comments
Monday, August 22, 2005
At ano naman ang mapapala ng isang sosyalera na di makabili ng kotse dahil sa mahal ng gasolina?

What's a girl to do but to commute. It not so hirap naman, its like mag look like kawawa lang so that may someone that can make me upo sa bus. Hay so hard! Every night, rain or shine i have to stand sa masikipna public utility bus and a little icky busmates.

Imagine, sometimes we make butt to butt contact,sometimes naman skin to skin. When i make alala the commercial of safeguard, the one that you make kiskis your balat with a stranger and make hawa buni or an-an...gross talaga.

Good thing na lang is that the travel is fast. No traffic ( pwera usog) so ok lang mg aching feet not so achie breaky. Pero you know, sometimes, kawawa naman the mamang kunduktor kasi nasusungitan ko na sya. Kasi he makes me pilit to sit there sa dulo eh ayoko nga. Its hot na there and i dont want too many seatmates.

Hay! Sana, there are plenty of bus in the neighborhood so that i wont get tired standing and wishing that its not so puno...

Hay!! Nightmare talaga!

Fantastic Fabulous Faith at 11:01 PM | 0 comments
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
With a blink of an eye we see your world crushing by
Who in his right mind would try
To feel free where eagles fly.

You forgot, to come feel the earth
You forgot again, to touch your native ground.
You forgot to say your last goodbye.

Is that what we thought?
Was it denial?
Or self gratification?

What is heaven?
Where can it be?
Are you there, or is it just me?

Go forth for you are free
Inspire us with your life
or just leave us wondering how to be?


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Sad day to know that there was a child who suffered.
Good day to realize that the child is now free.
Great day to celebrate that the child is Happy.

Yuma Nagasawa, we'll surely miss you.

Fantastic Fabulous Faith at 12:15 PM | 0 comments
Monday, August 15, 2005
I love the sound of bagpipes. A long time ago, in a lifetime away, i was in Ireland listening to Celtic men blowing there best blow and tooting there best toot.

I love Michael Buble, how he sings those Sinatra songs and makes me croon all over.

I love to walk down the aisle while "You Belong to Me" plays in the background.

I love to put flowers in my hair.

I love it when i hear songs that reminds me of friends, family, places, love( past and present), movies, youth and innocence.

I love the 80's!!! There songs, the bangles on wrists, the colors, i remember my school bag, its a blue President attache.hehehe....reminiscing....ah Harrison Plaza, Alexis watch shop, Esprit, Rustans....im a young mallrat.

I love the 90's!!! The angst, Eraserheads rule!!!, EB, Crossline, Chat, DC Diner, Glico's, G4, Malate, St. Scho, celphones, Easycall pagers, Orange SIR cars, Benilde, KFC delivery,dorm food is food delivered, Dominga Girls, How Bizarre, RP, Dawson's Creek, Ally Mcbeal, Moonpools and Caterpillar, Brewery's Raspberry Beer, Samba shoes, emails.

I love operatic songs..operatic singers....but im not operada ha!...oh yeah i am....left arm keloid. I love the songs: On my own- Les Miserables, the whole Phantom of the Opera, Another Suitcase At Another Hall- Evita, I dont know how to love him - Jesus Christ Superstar. I am a videoke fan. I love singing MANILA by the Hotdogs and dedicate it to LelanY Lim. I sing As I Lay Me Down for my highschool friends, Let's stay together is my themesong with Tanya.

I love Pablo Neruda, some of William Shakespear's sonnets

1999 was the year i met Hanzel, the love of my life. Now his prettier than I. His got longer hair and he really smells good up until the wee hours of the evening.

Thank heavens that there are things that stays the same ( some with a higher price to pay) like good movies, yummy food treats, new resto to raid, monetary freedom (false assurance?), sexual right, more ways on how to expose oneself, EXPOSURE to different challenges life throws at you and most especially the blessings that the Lord constantly watches over, for me to take care of my Family ( from the lolo to the youngest cousin), HanzEL (who is my side by side, front n back,jump or fall, sunny or rainy person), the friends i keep (old and new, lost and found) and the very important thing of all.....L-O-V-E!!!

The power to love. Selfless, unconditional with no pretension and no fear to do so. You let go not because you quit but because you love. You stand again not because you suffered but you love yourself too much to raise yourself up. Everything is here for a reason.....that is Life...that is ME and i know that is YOU.

Fantastic Fabulous Faith at 6:40 PM | 0 comments
Sunday, August 07, 2005
Im reading The Travelling Pants book three in Powerbooks....another more visit and i would give you the review. Thank you powerbooks.

Im still on a high with Charlie and the Chocolate factory....

this is an excerpt from my Friendster blog:

Or at least ask Willy to built me a temple made out of dark chocolate, the walls would be mint chocolate, the doors would have almonds, the floor would be brownies and the appliances would have waffers and mallows in it.

And everyone would be welcome to visit.

Come with me and you'll be in a world of pure imagination.....


Quotes from the movie:

Daddy, i want a squirrel!!!
-Veruca

Dont touch that squirrels nuts, it will make him crazy
- Wonka on Veruca and the squirrels

Candy doesnt have a point, thats why its CanDy
- Charlie on Mike

Were bestfriends
-Veruca and Violet when they entered the factory tour


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speaking of Chocolate, i had my doze of Mcdo hut fudge and i swear there vanilla tastes like corn....
please taste one and tell me im wrong...

i even talked to a story manager about this and she said that it was really vanilla, she offered me for a new one, i declined.....anyway, i was just raising a concern i wasnt complaining....

Fantastic Fabulous Faith at 1:07 AM | 0 comments
Saturday, August 06, 2005

At long last, the much awaited movie just satisfied my curiosity and eased my eagerness. I waited and now i conquered. I entered Willy Wonka's Chocolate Factory. With all the oohs and wows i made while viewing the film i know i really want to live there.

Reasons why I should be living in the chocolate factory : Im not greedy, im not power driven(sometimes), im not a spoiled BraT( says me!) and im very kind hearted. My gosh, now i think i dont deserve to live in that factory.hahaha.

Its a very colorful movie. It made justice to all the marshmallow trees and chocolate waterfall and candies and cherries and and ( gosh i sound like a five year old).



Tim Burton and Johnny Depp gave their best and i was very much satisfied. It was nice to see them ( Tim n Johnny) working together again from Edward Scissorhands ( which i love and cried), Sleepyhollow ( which gave me anxiety from the headless horseman) and now this Charlie and the Chocolate Factory,later this year is another film ala Nightmare Before Christmas ( one of my collectables) CorpseBride. Yeepee...so excited.

I feel watching the movie all over again would make me crave for hot fudge and lint chocolate and churos con chocolate...oh the sugar and fats!!! Its so yummy i can eat my fingers like it's candy.

I enjoyed the Oompah Loompah, they did all the musical stuff in the movie. Of course i was still hoping the song of Gene Wilder from the original Willy Wonka flick would be included but since the Oompa's songs were funny it was well compensated( or was it?)

Sad but true I think im like Violet ( when im in the work place) i keep my eyes on the pricce but of course not in all the rotten glory, Veruca ( when im with Hanzel) im such a spoiled preppy brat but not a very bad nut, Augustus, is what he eats (when i get inside the factory) its try to eat everything before the day ends and Charlie ( when im in church?hehehe)...deep down inside i have Charlie in me,love of family and friends before self and heck im quite lucky that i was there. I cannot be like Mike because im no brainer in science and hard hitting video games and unlike him i believe that chocolates are not a waste of time.

I give the movie 5 golden ticket out of 5.

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Its been raining again this past few days, i wish it would stop. Or just let somebody fix the roads of Baclaran, Coastal so that the commuters ( ehem! taxpayers) wont get all muddy and splashed all over with all the big puddles. Gross!!!

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I give Hanzel all the warmest hugs and sweetest kisses i have for writing something about me on his Friendster Profile...Awhhh, such a sweet talker.


Fantastic Fabulous Faith at 4:26 AM | 0 comments
Thursday, August 04, 2005
calling occupants of interplanetary most extra ordinary craft........

Im listening to Karen Carpenter's album, thanks to Limewire. Im getting excited ( a little, denial stage pa ako) with my wedding. I know its ages away but im giddy about it.

The weather sucks today. It was raining hard in Las Pinas and freakin hot in Baclaran. So better be careful, drink lots of vitamins and get ample sleep. Work your heart's rate by eating right and having cardio vascular sex, i mean exercise.

Im excited to watch Charlie and Chocolate Factory. I love to live in a chocolate factory. Having my hair smell like cocoa and my skin like lint mint chocolate...yummy!!! Hopefully, i wont eat myself. What am i a cat!?!...I think so ( me , talkin to myself again)

I went out with Mac last night and ate at Shakeys, i missed their mojo's and dip. It improved, from the super thin strip it was like half of the spud. Taste....fine..not that tasty had to put all the salt n pepper for taste.

Fantastic Fabulous Faith at 7:53 PM | 0 comments